Recent "things"..
We press on... we're doing more and suffering less.. I see noticeable progress, but far from ever being who we were... it's certainly a tale of two lives for our family. Still "incomprehensible".
On Saturday, Heidi and I went to a 40th birthday party for a good friend of ours. He and his wife have a little girl who Hannah played with for several years. They were practically inseparable until Hannah got sick.
We were looking forward to see them all, but were apprehensive to walk into their house. We hadn't been there since before Hannah was diagnosed.
We felt Hannah's presence throughout the house. We could picture her running up and down the stairs with Alyssa, full of life, oozing with happiness and optimism. It was hard for us, but also good for us. We talked to Alyssa's mom and dad and talked about Hannah. Alyssa showed Heidi her room which had a lot of special things connected to Hannah. Alyssa still wears her little light blue rubber bracelet.... as do I. I don't think there will ever be a day when I take it off. As they wear out, I'll replace it with an identical one. I suppose it'll just always be a part of me..
Anyway, it was a good visit... tough, but good. Thank you Tom, Christina and Alyssa for always being so kind to our Hannah and more importantly, loving her. I know you do..
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I got an email from a friend of mine that I've known since I was very young....not exactly sure, but it must have been second or third grade.
Scott and I played hoops and baseball together throughout our grammar and high school years. Scott was an exceptional athlete, but it was his thinking ability and intelligence that always stood out to me. By that, I mean Scott was a "thinker". Very philosophical and was great at understanding other people's perspective. I was always impressed with that. I felt as though, my sarcasm or comments were not understood by most, but Scott always knew what I was saying and meant. Almost a conversation between us, and "around" everyone else..
Well, I'm telling you this because it was a big surprise to see an email come across from him. I hadn't talked to Scott since High School (1981). Outside of sports, we had a couple classes together, but ran in separate crowds.
The email was very much as I would expect from Scott. He was writing to address the loss of Hannah. The note was sorrowful, heartfelt and philosophical... It gave no answers... and didn't attempt to.. but more than anything... it was comforting. Scott knows that trying to provide answers when
Thank you for reaching out Mr Dietrich...
Emma is VERY happy right now and there is no better "elixir" for me than that. She has braces since the beginning of March and somehow looks much older because of it. She is simply gorgeous.
Ash made an offer on a house yesterday in Paradise Valley!! It's bank owned, in a great neighborhood and very affordable. We hope it pans out for her. She's excited and so are we..
Heidi is getting very close to finishing her aesthetics classes. She tested out already and is moving closer to fulfilling her 600 "practical" hours necessary to take the state exam. She's getting antsy to begin her new career.
All good stuff... I love my girls..
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Lastly, Heidi's Aunt Sue is participating in what's called "Relay for Life". It's to raise money for the American Cancer Society. I am including the URL's with all the necessary information for your reference. Please consider making a donation.
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Oh Bob! It's good to hear the optimism in your voice! It's hard to believe the world goes on without you Hannah, but I am so glad you are making progress! I pray for you often and think about you guys a lot! Emma is going to be a heart-breaker!! You are going to be kicking boys off your doorstep...she's one beautiful girl! Thanks for sharing!!! Take care guys!
love,
Mrs. Earley
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I cannot tell you how many times I thought of you all during this Spring Break, remembering the great time you had in Cabo before your world changed forever. While there ARE no answers and you will NEVER be the same, it's good to hear you are all doing well. It must still be one day at a time, but sounds like the days have more and more bright spots. You are surrounded by friends (near and far!) who are here for you - take advantage of us!
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Heyy turowskis
imm so glad to hear that you guys aree "gettingg better" . I have definitely noticed the change. i have been there with you guys from the start til now and i will never leave! You guys seriously are the strongest family i know. You guys are going through so much yet i can come running to you all crying or with any problem and you are ALL there with open arms. Emma, you, Heidii, Ashley, and "Nana" have all effected my life in positive ways. I think of you all as FAMILY and I mean that. No matter what happens between me and Emma or any of you guys i will ALWAYS be there for you guys, I MEAN THAT.
I love you all so veryy much& thanks for EVERYTHING.(:
lovee
jessie
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I'm sure Hannah is happy that you are starting to feel a little better. Her light is continuing to guide you on this journey. She would never want you to spend the rest of your lives in pain, although her presence will always be sorely missed.
I so glad to hear that Emma is doing so well. Children are the most resilient in all things. We have much to learn from them.
I will cross my fingers for Ashley to get her house. How exciting!!
My best to all of you. You are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Lorie
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Hello,
Just wanted to drop a note to let you know I am thinking of you and your family. As time goes on I think the holidays would get easier, but they seem to get harder. I read your entries when I feeling extremely sad and I think I can't get through the end of the day. I know if you can somehow deal with this horrible situation, that I can to. Although Britney and Hannah were not good friends, I know they did play together sometimes on the play ground at school. Reading about Hannah some how makes me feel better. May God Bless your family and may he continue to give you strength to carry on as I know the pain will never stop, we will just have to learn to live with add hope we can make the best of it until we are lucky and can join Hannah and Britney in heaven. Happy Easter.
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Hi Bob, I was part of Keyport High School Class of 1981 and always remember how nice you were! My heart goes out to you and your family! My husband and I have also dealt with leukemia that almost took our son's life 8 years ago. I am participating in our areas Relay for Life here in Florida May 15th & 16th and with your permission would like to honor your daughter Hannah with luminaire lighting at our event. Best Wishes
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today i picked alyssa up from a friends house. on our drive home she told me about how her friend yells at her mom until she gets what she wants.observing this, alyssa told me how bad it is to be so mean to someone, anyone that we should be glad for the time together because you never know what's in the future. i worry about her,but the lesson she has learned to be grateful for friendship, love and happiness to live in the moment and enjoy. she still sleeps peacefully with her frog every
night.
I still think we need to cruise and enjoy life with friends.
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Thank you for writing Christina. We love you guys and miss so very much seeing Alyssa and Hannah playing all day together, flip flopping houses.. We so wish we could rewind and do it all again.. Alyssa was always such a great friend.. thanks for loving our Hannah and providing her with a special childhood.. Keep writing as things come to mind.. I really love reading them.
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recently as a family we went to desert ridge. i can still see Hannah dressed to the '9's. with matching everything and lip gloss walking around. they felt like such big girls, shopping on their own. And the water park....... if she could see it now!
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