As days, months and now years go by, it seems surreal that Hannah is no longer with us.  Subconsiously, I still feel that there is somehow an end to this nightmare and I will miraculously see her bounce out of her room again.  This fleeting feeling is then met with horrible disappointment and the sobering realization of death's finality.  Our family will pay this penalty that no one ever deserves and we don't know why.. 

Still mourning deeply and knowing we always will.  I miss you baby girl.  I'll see you when I get there!  Love you forever!!



Hot tub with my babies..  Can't believe it..



Daddy's arms and Hannah's "mean" look..



Special children..  Emma's foot up here..  they were truly best friends..

I wonder when things will become easier for us..  Disbelief looms large..